And im walking around with a big dopey smile on my face

but also
Im trying not to stress about the snow and getting to the airport.
Im trying to not stress about getting some serial killer sat next to me on the plane like i dreamnt about the other night

Seriously i mean whats that all about lol.
Im trying not to stress about the fact the 3 stone ive lost may end up all back on after the amazing food and honeybee.
Im trying not to stress that after that long flight I have an even scary ride In a cab to Candolim
So im taking a deep breath and picturing me sat on the beach with my ipod my book and happy thoughts. Bring it on