Ohh no beermat .. ..I went to Benidorm when i was 17 almost 10 years ago...well i was ill before i flew ..infact months before i flew i was ill...panic attacks the lot.
I got Diazepan off the doctor and i can remember takin a few ..they calmed me but not much.
Im hopeing that i will be able to get over myself for the sake of the kids dont wanna freak them out too...Ive heard about that bach's rescue remedy from holland and barrat im going to try that so fingers crossed...either that or i pass out and they drag me by my hair onto the plane ..